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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

why do people wanna give up when they've done so much?! and especially if they motivate others to do the same thing (done so much or change)? why?!

this is supported by MY (and many other common named people) song : SITI, Dont Give Up.

i really dont know whad to update you guys about. lifes been pretty go0d i suppose. untill this very moment. after reading some entries by Friends, i just feel.. overwhelmd. my heart feels heavy and im suddenly sad. such an impact can an entry do.

im lettin myself emo now. this is bad. i dont wanna emo. emo-ing gets in my way to buck up. to change. to enjoy life. yet, i still do. because, as much as im able to forget and enjoy each day anew, there'll be a point/day that i'll emo again. it'll just come flo0din back unexpectedly, usually after a hiatus from my last emo session.

yesterday, in de toilet while bathing (dont let your imaginations run wild coz theres nothin to imagine about), i suddenly recall de time de two of us..... God!!! i cant remember. its nothin crude just something that wasnt really important to me that time because its nothin grand or worth my memory space then. but it flashd back yesterday and i stand in de toilet, smilin as i reminisced de past. well, somehow God has decided to block it out of my mind for now. maybe he doesnt want me to emo, since im feelin better as every minute passed. damn it.


ouh. i realised that ive not curse for sometime. thats go0d ey..

btw, NAT, you havent confirm wit mua! how saturday??

oh.. and does anyone knows when is de Suntec 20o5 dance competition Finals? tag me if you do ya..



shit la.. im still iritated that i cant recall that bit of memory. that memory reminded me of another memory i recalld to0 a few weeks back.


im a freakin Dory.

okay, de toilet is callin me. shit la.. (literally). maybe then will i recall again.

always alone @ 11:58:00 PM