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Saturday, September 03, 2005

usually i type my entry before reading others. but today i did de opposite. people are havin fun.


its go0d that we have fun. it destresses us. whad cockin english was that? anw, im in de library full of year 3s waitin (perhaps) for their GP Prelim Paper to start. i kept glancin at andrew. wanna wish him luck. not that he needed any i suppose since he always pass and ace his GP.


lets see whad i have been up to for de past week or so.


27th August o5
went to catch hakim dance. was late but managed to watch his. ex dance pre, farhana, was there withher friends and sam, dance vp now, and her friend. hes our proposed instructor for next years anti drugs. there were kinky dance, bondage dance (with belts and tight fittin j'los low cut front though they wore tubes inside) and i managed to catch 2 junior dancers who were FUcKIn GEWd!!! one was banghra. that boy was cute and damn 'on' la. de next one was de BEST! he mo0nwalkd and stuff. very MJ!!! then he break and dance hip hop!!! and hes only 11!!!! fuck!

then i went to celebrate Siti Natasha Bte Ramlan's 2 days in advanced burthday. we went to Fluid Bar, near raffles mrt. clever burthday girl made it into a reunion. so i met de 4 (hot?)nurses, jerome, kim, char and gen. nearly emoed and fell asleep but got whackd by nat.was also there was this band, tiramisu, and de vocalist was uber funny. de way he sing, move and dance. and de rest of de band mates were lo0kin so stone. went home at 3 plus though intended to take de first train home. surprisingly, my mom allowed despite me havin a plan b before hand. and no i dint lie. i was very honest that i was shockd myself. i reassured practically everyone in de house that im not drinkin and smokin (passively ya la). and they slept quite late coz of me. in de cab me, nat and fart (they're my real friends and not some imaginary characters coz i wasnt freakin drunk since i dint freakin drink) were talkin bout de guys they are apparently close to now. or for farts case, being sorta "stalkd" by. and de 3 of us are close to saints! not Saints saint but saint boys. sas boys. kinda weird. de two sitis are with de two hans. (didnt wanna disclose their names for i dont wanna get beaten up by de 2 sitis)
hey. im with a hans to0. or at least, i Was with a hans. with an 'i' somewhere in between.





DRunk?! No0...

DRunk?! No0... no0..

oh and i met our lost RAnger. Go Go Power Rangers!






29th August o5
went to buy teachers day gifts at tanglin shoppin centre. then walkd to lucky plaza to eat. head to ps after that to get more stuffs. saw nice stuffs. wanna buy nice stuffs. wishd nat.


30th August o5
skippd scho0l (with mc though). went for accounts only then head to toh tuck for dance prac. wasted my 2.5o doctors fees, mc and medicines coz no gp last 2 periods which means i can still go for dance after my accounts which was before gp. get it? fucks.

anw, rehearsal. my dancers are very obligin. i love them. coz there was a time where it was quite distractin to practice in de hall when other performances are on stage. and so i got fed up and irritated and kinda pissd with de whole group. when i turn my back against them to let it out to my teacher in charge, ms fo0ng, she comfortd me and then suddenly said "lo0k. they're already practisin on their own". and i turnd around to see them countin out loud and tryin hard to concentrate. it was touchin to see that. and ms fo0ng just laughd and i had no choice but to smile. im proud of them.

becasue of dance, i was late for my 'date' (yeah right). had promised ahmad to meet at clementi at 5. i was still in scho0l at 6.3o. anw, told ahamd to fetch me somewhere outside scho0l and we head to shaw tower/buildin/whadever to catch red eye. i got free tics and we had de choice of either free sittin for two or couple seats which was great. never knew how couple seats are like and it was at de very rear of de cinema. we chose corner normal seats. quite apart from de majority.


canniBALL - people eat people. ahmad is full of nonsense. which in turn made me point out that city hall was suntec. and lots other nonsense that ended us up with a draw of 3-3. but im sure it was 4-3. or 4-4. whadever.

31st August o5.
had dance performance and we were great! i think that was our Best one so far. everyone did a great job! Kudos to MI Modern Dancers!!! gave prezzies to teachers.















earlier on in bartley campus before de bartley side dancers head to toh tuck for performance.

she was touchd by my classmates song which they wrote about her. titled "Michelle" - her name.

went back to peicai. dint regret that. met alot of ol frens!!! talkd to people i rarly talkd to such as calvin chan aka jia chun (wrong spelling.. confirm). then 8 of us who were not close at al after leavin scho0l, went to eat and later hang out at de open roof top of esplanade where we emoed (i emoed de most!) and let out our darkest secrets. i let out de most la. coz i find it most therapeutic. and i cried for my friend. i couldnt be bothered by whad people wanna think of me. i just let it out. it was a very very promising day. i guess secondary scho0l friends do have our backs at times in need. i felt so overwhelmd by de people around me. we went home around 9 plus. de hougang people and serango0n people promised to go out de next day. to east coast park.

back in Peicai
these are de crazeee people that made my day except for yan, boncit and syukur who werent there til de night. hisyam was freakin horny by night time and al over fart who sadly, encouraged him. so they had ONS.

1st September o5
we slackd by de beach!!! fun fun fun day! despite de rain, we still had fun. managed to run into a tentage. no orgy. okay. that was gross. anw, yesterday was like our yesteryears. i recalld our block catching days especiallyafter track trainings last time. izwan recalld that to0. it was fun. i was draggd into water by izwan but i managed to lo0sen myself from his grip. and nizam wore my op board shorts! hes damn small la. small butt. like mua! playd frisbee with this frisbee-like plastic. it actually flies like a frisbee amazingly. went to eat again (went to eat at de same place before we went to ecp to0) after that at parkway parades banquet. bikini suit wet, no extra undergarments at all. go figure.
p/s: and i wore a skirt. fuckin weird.


today? nothin much. im damn tired. but im gonna be busy later on.

oh i had a very memorable dream. kinda lame though. and its not wet.

always alone @ 1:20:00 AM