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Friday, September 16, 2005

tears are welling up in my eyes. heart so heavy. only one person does this to me.

it seems that some people in your life have either forgotten or just refuse to remember you.

here i am, cryin in de scho0l library, typin this entry. i dont wanna emo. ive got my mt paper today.

but its better that i cry now than later, during de paper.

i just hope that with new friends found, you've not forgotten de old. im not only referrin to myself alone. those old friends who used to be there for you, whom you've discarded them (or at least thats whad they feel) for new friends. they want to be close to you as before but you're hiding in your shell. distancin yourself because of pathetic personal reasons.


ive lost. ive lost alot of things in life before. but nothin.. NOTHIN compared to losing you. it hurts. it still hurts...


im so sorry for this entry. it eventually turnd out into a blaming-n-vent-my-emotions entry.



i cant curse for nuts today (cause i cant and i dont want to), but why.. FREAKIN WHY today?!! you've got your Promos MT paper later on!!! why did you sto0pidly have to do it today Siti, vhy?!


sigh. life must go on. or i'll just "drag" it with me...

always alone @ 11:42:00 PM