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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

i got tis poem from my aunt. and she included tis line : "I believe whatever God has in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately." well, its a chain letter crap. thats why she said de former sentence.

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on ,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished
friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love s omeone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time
it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends
and family, for they have helped
make you the person that you are today.



anw, just in case this chain letter thingy came true, i just wanna let this people know that i love them...

....my parents and siblings
....my family members
....my friends, new and old, close ones and those that i just say "hi" to
....lastly, hanis.
i still do.


i might not have a tinge of emotion on de meanin of love now esp when i said i love my parents. not yet. one day, i'll definitely come to realise that. that i do love them. actually, i was thinkin of smtg bad happening to them and how my life would be then. i think i will just stone. honestly. i had na-da feelings. im so apathetic. ( ithink i used de right word.. right?) maybe, its a go0d thing la. coz i can die if im to0 emotional. so i have to be numb so that i can carry on with life.


i guess that even though i have evil intentions and be feeling-less towards my family and friends, its for a reason. God has His reasons for making me feel that way.

Alhamdulillah. Amin.

always alone @ 7:19:00 AM