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Friday, August 19, 2005

ive wantd to blog in yest but my freakin comp just had to screw me.

anw, as promised, im gonna showcase my scondary scho0l standard poem. i still like it so whadever. it was supposed to be me-related butt.. whad de hell..


those words you said
crashed down my world
the anger, the hate
"ive got a new girl"

noone knows the pain inside
smithereens, my broken heart
every night i cried and cried
i need someone to hold me tight

"a brand new life
a brand new day"
well, heck
thats whad they'll say

i would be able to live my life
if only those words were true
but, its not happening, why?
cause im still longin for you

"a brand new life
a brand new day"
well, heck
thats whad they'll say

and so i tie a no0se around
my neck, to end it all
pain, betrayal and love, so profound
"Go0dbye my love" and now, i'll fall


well, pretty lame. but it to0k me so long to complete it. alas, it was done 4 days ago, de entire poem. at 12:07am.


im still sick. yest was de worst. well, 2 days ago to0. tis cold is bad. and my cough is developin despite drinkin de cough syrup. yes, drinkin. anw, gonna chao and do my eom draft 2, which was supposed to be handed in today.

gettin new comp so0n. depends though. de elders (sounds like Charmed) wants me to get a laptop instead. well, whadever.


god. im soundin like estya. she's my secondary scho0l mate which i met yest in 74 when i was headin home from dance prac. yes, i didnt go scho0l and ura trip but i went for dance. well, thats me. de least important are de best.


suppose to wish myself this yest but whadever. managed to tell estya my wish though. and she was yeay-ing with me. whad ever. (god. i better stop whadever-ing)

3 months of SINGLEho0d!!! yeay!
im coping and livin my life to de fullest.

always alone @ 2:57:00 AM