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Friday, August 12, 2005

im left with 12 mins of break before my malay lesson. coz blogger had some maintenance thingy goin on just now. and i havent bathe.


i stink. i had pe. badminton module. playd with khai. he's irritatin at times. half of de time. maybe im rather stoned today. kinda weak. slept at 3. watchd tru calling on channel 5. wasnt sleepy coz i woke up like around 11 plus yest mornin. so yeah.

10th august 05
went to study at 3 plus with aisyah d. and farhana(classmate). but they left at 5 and i continud to on to complete my malay compo till ard 6 and went o acmes stationery shop before headin home. quite slack my day.


9th august 05
werkd on national day. then we went to yishun to eat, instead of watchin de parades and firewerks. then all of us except benji rushd to johans place to catch full circle. johan thot we were in time for sho0tin stars. thats whad i thot to0. wantd to go benjis place but he has 2 Milos. i dont mind even though i think i'll kinda freak out evrytime they bark. ya ya only siti...
to0k cab home. ahmad was imitatin me whine (i dont whine) coz i dont wanna be late for home again. didnt get any scoldins anyway.

8th august 05
i skippd scho0l on monday. no point goin anyway. plus akbar told me just now that de concert sucks. cant recall whad i did on that day. btw, my neck was hurtin like hell. definitely due to de fall. had it so bad on saturday when i was werkin. and ahmad imitated me!! when i laugh my neck hurts so i have to cup both my hands around my neck to sort of support and reduce de pain when i laughd. and he made fun of me.

6th august 05
last saturday i werkd for half day coz freakin kuz couldnt relace me. told me like de night before! i obviously was sorta pissd la. i had my plans de next day (had to watch a video for my malay project). butt... im co0l. so after werkd met up with my friends in 132. me n aisyah.d went to eat at lucky plaza while de rest go their own way. then we met up with rashid who brought us to substation. went for de punk gig and we were startled when we saw de way they 'dance'. only at de end of de night did i know that it was calld mosh. heard of it before, but didnt know it meant somethin. anyway, i thot it was sto0pid when we were just seatd but then when we dcided to leave rashid said that their friends band, murder by ska, (rashids n aisyah.ds friend) was about to play so0n. their songs were nice, for a punk punk band. i moshed myself with 2 other year 1s that we saw. it was a crazy yet exhiliratin feelin. then i wantd to feel like a rock star. i just wantd to be carried and with rashids help, de punkers in de pit carried me!! damn co0l la!!! i told myself, "if they can carry a guy, why not me? im like 44kg only la". and as easy as they carry me, it was also that easy that i fell. yup! i fell. head first. then de back of my right shoulder blade. then my torso and lastly my legs. and for a moment i was in a dazed and i just stared at de faces thats lo0kin down at me. they were nice people la. they brought me up to my feet and askd whether i was ok. i told them that i was, even though i wasnt. hahahah... its once in a lifetime thing. must experience la. thats why i dcided to do al de sto0pid things. just to experience it

















































next on de list of once in a lifetime experience: clubbin.



ahmad said that if he was there at de gig and saw me fell, he'll laugh at me.
he also advised that i shouldnt go clubbin coz its addictive. so ironic of ahmad.



btw, ive taken nearly half and hour of my malay lesson. im screwd.



HAPPY BURTHDAY AHMAD! dah legal la kan.. aper.

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