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Thursday, July 28, 2005

todays okay.

. i had pe. badminton module. i went to de beginners side despite knowin how to hit de ball. i mean de cock. de shuttlecock.

. i bathed. just wet myself to get rid of de smell. was refreshd, for a while. for im still dazy now since i slept/dozed off for de last 1o mins or so of accounts class.

. oh. city chain msgd me sayin that de Green retro adidas watch is here. contemplatin whether to get black or green. i already own a green adidas watch which is very lady-like. its like a bangle you see. so.. im still thinkin. i intend to wait for ahmads return from kl, from his rugby thingy. wanna buy de watch with him. theyve got 2o% discount for 2 retro watches.. how great a deal is that?

. i feel like skippin geog later. but... sigh.. nvr mind. i didnt bring any notes or whad have yous. esp for accounts just now. i had to share with akbar. well, he had to share my stationeries to0.

. oh have you guys ever feel this way..
you have thought off doin somethin but not at that time yet so you just keep it to yourself. but then others come later (next moment/day/week etc) to bug/remind/nag etc you about de exact same thing. its damn irritatin know. its like they dont trust me. like they dont think i understand or be responsible enough. whad de...

. oh yest durin htp period in sch, this bunch of peeps came my scho0l to tell us how to manage stress. and one of de host is donita ross's husband!! eric! not that i know them or their groupy or craps la.. but ive read about her and how they met and eventually got together in a mag (i think its a mag). basically, i just felt that i could relate or.. ah. i dont know whad de feelin was la. just..... sigh. nvm. i dont know how to say it.
anyway, they had this slideshow presentation and there was one slide that shows a girl with de statement " i cant take this anymore ". yeah. something like that. its about stress. that particular slide had an impact on me. i was starin at de slides and when i saw that particular one, my body somewhad jerkd a lil. it sounded so me. thats when i startd thinkin bout hanis. just something that both of us could relate to. and they had this DISC Behavioral Styles.

Dominance
they are: Direct, Decisive, Competitive, Independent, Confident peeps.
goal: Results, Authority, Control
motivation: Challenges

helpful tips: seek physical stress release (eg. sports) or
express dissatisfaction directly

be careful: 1. with de words used and tone of dissatisfaction expressed
2. not to over-emphasis on de results and neglect de process/relationships
3. to have reasonable targets/expectations


Influence
they are: Friendly, Enthusiastic, Outgoing, Sociable, Emotional peeps.
goal: people of Recognition, Approval
motivation: Interaction

helpful tips: talking to others or
confront de issues at hand or
verbal encouragement from friends

be careful: 1. not to take criticism of work personally
2. not to build identity based on other's acceptance
3. learn when its appropriate to confront issues in relationships


Steadiness
they are: Sincere, Dependable, Loyal, Supportive, Considerate peeps.
goal: Stability, Security
motivation: Cooperation

helpful tips: seek support from friends or
sleeping

be careful: 1. not to escape your problems/issues
2. not to avoid conflicts when its more helpful to work them out


Conscientiousness
they are: Cautious, By-the-bo0k, Analytical, Orderly, Perfectionist peeps.
goal: Precise, Accurate, Order, Perfection
motivation: Quality, Correctness

helpful tips: tune out stress or
be alone

be careful: 1. not to be pessimistic
2. not to have unrealistic expextatons of yourself


well.. im a High I. had 5 out of 7 words related to influence. and 3 out of 8 related to steadiness. its like so true la.

and hanis is a mixture of conscientiousness and steadiness. hes definitely both of that. and maybe, a lil on de influence.

i gotta go and do my pw craps.

oh. im learnin japs on my own. wanna borrow a bo0k from tamp lib. see how la.

hajimemashite. learnt that in sec2 i think. went some japs boys and girls came to s'pore and we had this interaction thingy. i was a peer support leader before a student councillor.

oh. this comp lab is gettin packd. better go now.

always alone @ 1:38:00 PM