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Sunday, July 31, 2005

ahmad is an ass.


he's freakin irritatin. kept callin me de 'm' werd. damn babi.


and he friggin screwd my hands!!!! ive noticed tis morn at de traffic junction that ive got a bruise. thanks to muscle-man-but-with-freakin-girlie-fingers-and-who-cannot-tahan-pokins ahmad. Mat ahMad.


im skippin accounts lect. no mood to study!!! sch ends at 1.3o for me today. btw, i was late. but i stayd in class and found out that my ht didnt come!! wow!!! and i actually plannd to be late since it was left with 5 mins to assembly and im like 4o0m away from sch. so i to0k my time, bought curry bread and a coffee caramel banana drink and stroll my way to sch. hah! go0d day ahead.


yest was fun. ahamd made me laugh de whole night. we actually talkd for 2 hrs plus and ended up reachin home at 12.30am with a fkin sore hands. we wrestled. and he fkin kickd me!!!!!!!!
bugger.


johan, if you're readin this, really sorry to leave you man. on my part, i honestly had wantd to reach home early since i reachd home at 12midnight as well on saturday, but we ended up crappin. i didnt feel like goin home yet but thot draggin myself home would help. or at least, bein back in hougang instead of lot 1 or town, would give me a drive to be home faster. anw, so sorry. i bet you think im 'bubble'ing. i am sorry still.


on a happier note, ive gotten my retro black adidas watch!!!! yippee!!!
but its lo0se. well, practically alot of things dont fit me. dont imagine.




i emoed for a mere 1 min yest. then ahmad, he either couldnt sense that im serious or just didnt want me to carry on emoing, decided to joke. it did helpd. he practically dint allow me to wallow in my sorrows at all la. everytime im quiet, we're quiet, after a pause, he'll start crappin and callin me de 'm werd. urgh! damn fucker la he. but it was really a nice gesture la. i truely appreciate de company despite gettin a lecture at 1 plus till 2 somethin. thanks Mat/Mad.



why does it seem like im bloggin about ahmad today?
i dont know. maybe im just happy that he actually taggd/stalkd/followd me home. im happy that he sat down and crap with me. i really appreciated that. maybe i truly needed someone who can lend me a listenin ear. to see me emo. see me go crazy. see me smile. see me laugh. see me happy. i just needed someone at night.



kay.... that last bit sounds wrong. arh... you guys know whad i mean.



thanks ahMat. you just wait till de 11th la for your treat.

always alone @ 11:59:00 PM